me is now on the tip to going mad. regretting some choices and costly choices at that. so need to make up for them soon but no motivation to....

-wonght
Really really needs his time out

check out this blog!

http://derekclontz.wordpress.com/2009/06/29/michael-jackson-faked-his-death-say-sources-with-comeback-tour-to-be-biggest-ever/

So erm mad and delude and so conspiracy loving man

-wonght
Flat earth flat earth flat earth!!!

today had a rehearsal. Wasn't too bad. there are ppl whose left feet is worse than mine haha. now just needa internalise the steps as well as help slow down the song a little.

Tmr is shopping day. Time to buy some new clothes, blue ones perhaps? Since it's been long since i bought blue ok! Need to consider a proper collared tee to be in photo. Can't be white so....

Hmm tmr is the break i am so looking forward to. Ntg to worry for just one day, no commitments for a day for the longest time yet. Lols a little me time after the beach walk, well ok not really me time but a family time. Hopefully ntg will blemish tmr!

On a last note, logic can be so confusing to learn and i seriously need time to do serious practicising to get my mind back in shape and be as razor sharp as possible. Looks like it is time to cut up some arguments!

-wonght
My latest find suggested by Leslie - Audacity! It's small and good!

Finally finished the ton of work which doesn't concern me, so i can actually sleep in peace. Suprisingly i found it much more conducive to sleep at 69 da then at 18. hmmm more ventilation perhaps?

Just realise all my weekends are burnt and just now found out that the evil pe and mt dept sold out the dinner tixs ruining my delicate plans. Sighz see la u ppl take so long to decide. The planned bbq got postponed due to exams. Well i better start on my personal statement soon and go back to vj and breath down cook's neck without irritating him. Now that's tricky.

Start to read in depth some logic books i bought ages ago. Previously only touch and go picking what was essential for my studies. Now i am really attempting to digest everything and realised that there are a lot of tools and these tools can really cut some arguments down to size. Confusing problems seem so yesterday now. Time to internalise it all by practice. Hmm reminds me that i got some books to collect back.

On last note, need to settle one last bad debt of stuff soon, else the nagging nvr ends. Sighz. At least live firing's over and so is saf day parade. Thankfully july exercise cancelled but sadly GR is still on my birthday. RAH!

-wonght
Fine fine fine i shall attempt to play dragonica ok?

Whooo hooo, parade just now was just tiring man. Esp since it came right after outfield yesterday. Now at a lan shop, dun ask me why i'm blogging. Well fine shall say; cos i'm pissed at some rubbishful ppl who just seem to like making ppl pissed to gain fun. As such i quited. Happy?

Friday thanks to some crazy ideas we were displaced from our unit to elsewhere, some much for mitigation. Lee Wee Lin should had been minister for defense man. Maybe she'll make some more sensible decisions. Being quite pissed on friday, i agreed to play a little bit of drinking game with liesel and gang, but i guess i had a drop too much at the end and was way too tipsy already. Talked a lot of rubbush which i hope no one remembers anytime soon. And to liesel, sorry if i freaked you out haha! Bad thing to be drunk man. Got some very unglam photos but heck la think i'll post them when i get back home. Side note: the smirdoff or however you spell it stinks man!

Sat went to swim with zhe at hougang. Discussed some touchy stuff with him haha. Well maybe it's best for me to consider more things and how best to approach some stuff. well guess the only person i can't counsel is myself! Need to work on that soon.

Till next time after saf day parade when i got a little more time then i'll planned for the overdued get together. yw, shyn, seven, silvernotez and gang hang in there and wait till i'm free!

-wonght
Just wondering when those retards will be done...

I feeling very very drained out these days. I so need a break and a movie! I nearly freaked out when i realised i was super uber close to h1n1. One of the astar scholar got it, so unlucky la. But thankfully was beyond the 1 day so technically we are safe then.

Sighz anyone willing to excite my life? Cos it's oozing out of gasssss...

-wonght
Kit Kat!

I now have a forehead tan line which thankfully is just barely covered by my fringe. Anyways yesterday had a little alumni meeting and set me thinking about a few things. Mainly is this simple question: should tradition or roots prevail or survival? If we have to abandon one then which? To me if we survive then tradition lives one. Based on evolution theory survival ranks top. So should vj do things which may seem unpopular just in her bid to survive or just folow through?

Well after that we went down to actors jam pub, courtesy of tee yang. Drank a little and got up to stage to like erm 'sing' angels and superman. That lousy darel refused to go up. Terence sang country road and shien li sang angels with me and can't rmb wat now but wait out for some podcasts maybe cos i recorded them down!

Ok today watch monster with kie. Was good, had lunch at a new place will upload photos soon! Think the food there's good just dun flour ur buns!

After that to biopolis and iron out details. Hopefully my audition skills aren't that lousy yet. Haha need to invade vj to use their coms le! And once again i seriously can't dance. I am so going to die... Lols...

Sighz one year and 3 mths more time i'll be on my way to uk for uni. Really not looking forward to having to leave so many ppl here. If only everyone could have gone there with me. Alas fate is cruel, even my last birthday in sing for the next 3 yrs can't be spent properly.

Well time not to dwell on sad things but focus. Looking for my quick exit still and it's nowhere in sight. Need to now think of raising 500 bucks but dun really dare to ask anyone. Sighz, what are i doing? Suppose to end on a high key! OK OK 25th dinner coming up and meeting ppl soon so!!!

-wonght
COme come for dinner, 50 bucks is heavily subsidised and the school is helping pay!

Today went down to biopolis. Saw maurice, as well as cleaven chia and tian wei. Haha we are suppose to perform for the ceremony and my group more or less decided to dance salsa. So not looking forward to expose my two left foot. On another note, things are getting messier in schedule in part due to all the rehearsals. Sighz better go iron it out with pc!

-wonght
Exhilaration is coursing through me